Happy Friday everyone! For me, it’s hard to fathom that today is the day before I get married. How did the days seem to pass by so slowly? Yet, how does it feel like they also flew by?
I feel getting asked if I’m nervous yet. To be honest, I’m a big ball of a bunch of emotions. My dad keeps joking that he’s treading lightly when around me because he knows I am so full of different emotions.
I’m nervous. I’m nervous when thinking about everyone looking at me as I walk down the aisle with me dad.
I’m excited. I’m excited for the day to actually be here! To be able to become Ryan’s wife and excited for what is in store for our lives together.
I’m anxious. I’m anxious of all the last minute details and for everything to go right. Part of me just wants the day to get here already!
I’m scared. I’m scared of the unknown of where life is going to take us.
I’m happy. I’m overwhelmingly happy that the time has come for Ryan and I finally to become husband and wife. I am so happy to celebrate our love tomorrow.
I’m naive. I’m still stuck in the mindset that I'm still a little girl. When practicing walking down the aisle with my dad at the rehearsal on Wednesday I felt I was a little girl playing dress up. Is this really happening? When am I going to wake up from my dream?
I’m humbled. I feel humbled by everyone’s help and support through this whole process. Honestly, we couldn’t have done it without our friends and family. When wedding planning process got hard and excited friend/family member would remind us of what it is really about!
On Wednesday, we had out rehearsal. Although a little chaotic and stressful at times we got through it. We then went to my Mom and Dad’s for a BBQ supper! It was a nice, relaxing and fun evening!
Yesterday morning the decorations for the hall went up! My house looks so empty now without all the overflowing of wedding paraphernalia.
Yesterday afternoon, I got my nails done and got a pedicure! Talk about the PERFECT way to unwind from wedding preparations! Plus, now they look all pretty! :-)
Tonight, I have big plans….I want to do, NOTHING! I want to take a long bath, eat chicken wings with my parents and get a good night sleep!
Tomorrow when I wake up, it will be my wedding day…WOW!